2010... Get ready!

I've been saying Big Moves 2010. Check this out. It's just amazing.

Do NOT sleep on this.

ULTRA VIOLET dropped yesterday. I went on a mission to find it, but once I got it couldn't stop listening to it.

Take a listen here. It's great.

you can use this for your wedding song

So, I just got back from New York. Pictures will be posted on the new website *still under construction* for now keep checking the flickr page for photo updates.

New blog design will also be under construction, actually it has been for months but final designs are being completed this week.

As far as your song for how I feel at the moment is here. Enjoy people who need a song to fall in love again. haha

no homo

I came across this. It reminded me of my friend Antone or just maybe that apartment. Always just guys that said no homo and listened to Lil' Wayne. I know you have a friend like this... enjoy.

I couldnt embed the video. So heres the link. k,PEACE OUT!

my biggest pet peeve.

People keep singing Empire State of Mind like theyre from New York. I dig the song for sure, but people were not there right now.

Check out the snoop state of mind:

BANANAS!

I just had to pay tribute to another inspiration!

Doo Doo Mama

I just had this to post. My friend messaged me saying this was his favorite definition in the world right now, and I thought hey, maybe the world would enjoy this too:

A DooDoo Mama consists of "Ghetto" females who still think Babyphat, Rocawear,Enyce,Apple Bottoms,Fetish, and Glow Jeans are in style. They can be seen popping their gum and rolling their eyes. They are seen wearing "Weaves" , baby hair , fake gold hoops, addidas, and braids. Their boyfriends are the dirty looking DooDoo daddies. They prey on pretty girls. They're mostly the loudest ones. They have tons of glitter graphics and pictures on their Myspace. They like the playboy sign and posting a million glitter comments.

Signs if you're a doo doo mama:

1.) If your fake ponytail is pressed and straight and your regular hair doesn't match the texture and/or color.

2.) If you talk like "Dis" and "Dat" .

3.) If your hair can't fit in a ponytail and you try to slick it down with jail and/or put clips in it so it can stay.

4.) If you haven..t upgraded your cell phone and you're still walking around with an i205 boost mobile.

5.) If you are a gangbanger. Welcome to the DooDoo club.

6.) If you walk it out or lean with it rock with it to everyone song.

7.) If you walk around yelling "Besty" "Sissy" "Pookie" "Ay Babay" "Cuzzy" "Bootah" or anything close.

8.) If you have more than 3 tatoos.

9.) If your hair looks like Kunta.

10.) If you wear knock-off's.

11.) If you buy jeans from a "Guy" who sells them from his car. DooDoo.

12.) If you think Remy Ma is your idol. You're a DooDoo right along with her.

13.) If you fight just to get attention.

14.) If more than Half of these are you. Give yourself a round of applause. You..re a DooDoo Mama

Halloween Costume Ideas???

I cannot decide who or what to be for Halloween! I keep thinking should I just wear a cape? Yes! But then I feel I can do so much better. Has it always been this hard to think of who or what to be? I don't really remember.

But for some reason, this subject had me thinking.. maybe I should have Rachel Zoe dress me. What do you think? And then I remembered the View interview.. here it is.

k,peace out!

MONEY ($)!!!

So today, I decided to sport my Pink Floyd shirt as I work again the hours drinking my new addiction of iced coffee.

It was a clearly Pink Floyd feeling day. I threw on the track "Money" and it's so great how it starts with the cha ching sounds. Reminds me a bit of MIA's "Paper Planes."

I'd love to put an audio player for you folks, but I'm not sure how. I'll work on it. But for now, I leave you with a couple more videos of the sounds I just mentioned.

Happy workday tuesday to you all!

(thee) Mike B!

Photo cred: kidPEACE media

After a long week in Florida, it was clearly needed that I Do Over my weekend and the dopest Sunday day party. It was the last party of the season, and thee MIKE B! closed it out with a cool set. He had me going the whole time he was on the 1s and 2s.

He then rushed over to his ANY GIVEN SUNDAY party with The Tice Squad at Temp Spaces 2. I must say not that many people were there, but it was still a fun time. The system in there is loud! I say after the Boo Over on Sunday, everyone should go to ANY GIVEN SUNDAY! Real DJs spinning dope tracks.

k, peace out!

Living in America

So, that Miley Cyrus song, "Party in the USA." When I don't know it's her, I sometimes like the song. But every time I hear the title I can only think of is James Brown's "Living in America," anyone else hear it?

Well I'll leave you here with two videos, you decide.

k, peaceout!

morning sickness..

Not what you think :)

I realized that I cannot wake up early. I feel sick, like stomach acid is burning my insides.

I hope that someone can give me advice to why this is? it happens every time I don't sleep enough.

I'm soon will be leaving the magical world of disney and going home. I never thought i'd be disney-ed out but I am for sure. I also concluded that disneyland is far better than disneyworld.

I will also leave you what I'm currently listening to.

jet lag? what do you mean.

So. I finally made it to my room here in FLA!

I feel like I'm staying on some plantation, I'll post pictures up so you can see what i mean.

I'm a bit disappointed because weather.com said it was gonna be hot and humid, so far its been cold and windy. not humidity. Disney seriously takes over orlando, they should really name this place Disney. I feel like I'm in jail, everything here is owned by Disney and its pretty apparent.

More stories to come. Hopefully more exciting, but it is vacay, but how do you take a vacay from life when you love what you do?

if anyone has any suggestions on what to do while Im here feel free to hit me up.

djkidpeace@gmail.com

kpeacephoto@gmail.com

karevalodesign@gmail.com

travelin buddy

so i decided I want to travel more. but I might not always be able to go with someone.. so i introduce you to sidekick Mickey House.

Being the kid, its only appropriate.
I'll be in Florida for a week, hotels = lots of blogging. ahaha.

Big things in 2010. Get ready

Music Monday

Music Monday: Mark Ronson Interview

I'm going to NY to photograph a bboy jam, hopefully catch @IamMarkRonson's Authentic Shit Show. Hopefully he's there, sometimes he has other dope dj's take his spot.

He's a pretty funny down to earth seeming guy.

Check out the teaser!!

The Indies: thats a wrap!

We just finished filming the pilot. Here's some stuff I've been working on and the teaser for the show.



Please enjoy! :)

in reverse

here are the flicks from day 2. enjoy.

The IndiesL Day 3

I love shoots! theyre so fun. Photos of filming day 3 are up on my flickr page. check them out!

I'm really enjoying my time with the cast and crew.

updates: round 1

Hey guys.

When it rain it pours. I been busy working toy fair, so uploadage of flicks have been a bit slow. I greatly apologize to all those waiting for their events photos.

2: If anyone knows where I can find some photos of the party I DJed on the 3rd that would be great.

other than that hope everyone is well. I'll post the link to my flickr soon.

-kidPEACE OUT!

kpeacephoto@gmail.com
djkidpeace@gmail.com
karevalodesign@gmail.com

Work is NUTS!!!

I've been crazy busy with work lately..
but i had to share kid david's sony commercial haha

he looks so clean with that haircut.


i'll be in NYC mid Nov. hit me up if you'll be there t: @kidpeace

ooh that clunker.

If you're free Oct 13 and in LA, you should stop by the viper room and check out Jalopy. I saw them at Genghis Cohen and they're great. They put on a nice little set.

check out their myspace for their sound.

check out JALOPY MUSIC!

wack attacks pasadena again!

Unfortunately EOP didn't win this battle.. but the war will def be won.
I just posted some new flicks up from the show. Let me know what you think.

Thanks!! :)

this is it.

i can't wait til 'this is it' comes out.. 2 weeks only.

you can get tickets starting the 27th of september...
i love michael!


you can watch the trailer on the website.
http://thisisit-movie.com/

i hate when links are blocked.

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down

i can't get this song out of my head... im working on the i cant get theses songs out of my head mix.. then it'll just be one big disco party in my ears.

ps bare with the kimmel intro.

enjoy. keep peace:

remember college?

I've been starting off my day lately by YouTubing something before I can do anything.

I came across this Video. AMAZING beer pong skills.. it kind of makes me want to practice those trickery shots. But I doubt I can handle the drinking at all.

Enjoy!

sundays are great.

don't you agree?

enjoy mystery jet's two doors down.


and perhaps paris is burning... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdNxHuDmG4c

i'm on full exhaustion mode. then october! weeeee too fast too furious for sure.

pictures from RAWartist.org to come.

PBW 9.9.9.

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Photos from the PBW 999 are up at "http://www.flickr.com/photos/kpeacephotos ">
KPEACE PHOTOS

come support.

support raw artist:
cutmarc!

i'll be shooting the event. should be a great night. come support.. it'll be good for all :)
i mean what else do you have going haah

ADHD enhancers

McCafe's like crack to me. I wouldn't call myself a coffee drinker, but the other day those Golden Arches got hold of me.. and since I don't like anything from there but the fries.. i got an iced coffee and i'm addicted.

it's pretty much the devil. he's always tempting me that trickery one.

I leave you with ATRAK's 4 minute aww yea scratch.

AM in the AM..

RIP.

In honor of #musicmonday

I finally got the lab situated.
sorry picture is sideways. I'm way to lazy to open up photoshop.

check out my friend ale-jhay's music
ALE-JHAY's myspace

taco tuesday.

i didn't go. hahah. long day.

i did swim with some dolphins today. pretty amazing sight.. waters are so calm today.

but i leave you with whats been in my ears all day.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrF8vxLRDNE

sorry i cant link it. been having troubles. and.. its not that hard to cut and paste.

k,peace out! will be at the beach in SM all day.

Well Sometimes I go out by myself and I look across the water& I think of all the things of what youre doin and in my head I paint a picture

I went to an art show last night. fun. random fact: lil mama was there and her lip gloss was not poppin.

i also found out i'm pretty good at cricket.

enjoy some amy/ mark on this lovely lovely sunday
k,peace out!



ps. fact this is a Zuton song.. redid by mark and amy.. at their shows people sing the wrong verison still.. here is the original for those of you that care.

wow.. i don't believe it..

"New york, new york. Big city of dreams, but everything in new york aint always what it seems." -DJ AM

I can't believe it was just reported that DJ AM died. sad sad day people. what the fuck is going on???

todays track by steve aoki and AM ...RIP buddy

:D!!!

hahah i came across this. thought it was funny. who does that???

where is the sun?

beck said the jews took it. I'm not really surprised they take everything and no one does anything about it.

But this wasnt the purpose for the post.

It's good for you to pee in the shower... according to some doctor's and it helps going with the whole going green deal. Saving a flush reduces water usage. I mean we are in a drought, maybe the sun going away is a good thing.

DLand.

I can use my pass again. Isn't that so exciting?

Now... finding people to go with me.. The challenge.

is this life or is this work?

you know when people say its best when you love what you do.

i find myself so confused. i LOVE what i do.. but its not really work, but to me its not really work.. to you is it? I don't know.. its confusing.

whats the breaking point between the two.. MONEY.

it takes money to make money, but you can always beat the system.

I'm still, I'm still an animal!

I MUST visit ny asap. I need to decide if I should move there for work..

with this I leave you with a remix of mike snow's animal.. I still prefer the Mark Ronson version but i don't know how to link you guys in.

Enjoy,
kidpeace!

lovely saturday afternoon

off to rock the bells today.. let you know how it is..

follow @kidpeace on twitter

It's Blog-ust.

I got a fortune cookie that said something to the sorts of I will be making money soon. In the fortune cookie terms.. I just found it as inspiration.

July was a month of research. I finally discovered my style and what direction I want to go in. August will be the test. So today kick's off the first day of Blog-ust.

I'll be using this to review how I do and it'll keep me on track.

K, PEACE out!

PS. inspire your ears. I'll drop you something to check out everyday for this BLOG FEST
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnevMn60Unk

No sleep August.

Summer is over after August? I think I concluded sleep doesn't exist anymore. It's okay it's over rated.


Been organizing Mackity Mac. But it's exhausting.. sorting through 4000+ photos and even more songs and putting them in order of how many beats per minute is tiring. Plus. working on an entirely new portfolio..

That's coming along a little easier since I am actually designing now.

And since I'm not busy enough I decided to take on the VANs contest. You will all need to vote for me.

K, peace out!
http://twitter.com/kidpeace

pub crawl glory

had the best birthday ever. spent with true friends and real friends. but the celebration shall continue with Bianx birthday 1920's style at the edison. then a cruise over to santa barbara to see the BUS!

this is the summer where amazingness happens. if you're not on it. you should be.

DJ sigma is about to roll over with my tables and needles :)
Jam sess in a bit.

k, peace out!
keep peace: have purpose.
new cards in stock.

Still no phone?

Yea had no phone all weekend. LOVED it! it was ultimate vacay.. no connections to the world what so ever.

BUT! it's sunday now.. i decided I'll go to the Taylor Swift concert. I have no phone no tickets nothing. Andrea and Natalie was picking up the tickets from my house in LA.

Andrea had no phone and Natalie never answers. Bianca and Heather drop me off at around 630 it doesnt start til 7. I'm chillin outside.. waiting.. feeling like a creeper because everyone looked like they were 12 and younger with their moms. An hour goes by .. theyre still not there.. 2 still not.. not to worry though I made friends with the people that work there.. They let me borrow their phone so I can call my drunk friends. Turns our they were in the car the whole time getting drunk. One of the guys that worked there felt bad that I waited outside for so long that he offered me 1 front row ticket.

I definitely thought about it, but declined because I had no phone and did not know where to meet myfriends.. aka my ride back to LA.. also keep in mind I only had a toothbrush in my pocket haha.

They finally get there, and we get yelled at by a mom for singing "too" loud.

We stay over at some place by state. We tried to be responsible people and leave SD by 9 am the next day to miss the holiday traffic.. Natalies car dies idiot pulls over to the middle of the freeway.

That shit was nuts. I thought i was going to die there, but I'm still alive, which means I still have purpose.

We said fuck it left the car and tried to rent one.. no luck. it's MEMORIAL DAY!.. at this point we all had no phones all dead in someway.

We decided to take a train home. I had to get back to LA i had work at 7 am the next day. We get to the train station buy our tickets and missed the train by literally 20 seconds. next train didn't come by for another 4 hours. I saw it as an adventure. We played mission. I got drunk since I still felt like i was in vacay. Who comes into the pub, SHAQ! haha what are the odds.

If this weekend wasnt convincing that you shouldnt flake on me.. I don't know what else.

KPEACE OUT!

Berry likes beer.

I've gone missing.

Went to SD last weekend to see No Doubt, T Swifty was still up in the air if I was going or not.

I get off work and head to the Burb around 1:00, there was MAD traffic the whole way there. I needed to meet the Madre and Heather at KIIS so we can cruise down to SD.

It was more like a non moving roll. It took over 4 hours to get to No Doubt.

Once we got to Chula Vista, we had enough time to wait in the pee line and get beers.
We missed all of the opening acts, but thats okay I was only there for Gwen. I LOVEEEEEEE her.

So were rockin steady. I submerge my phone in a 24 oz cup of beer. Good reason why i don't drink it anymore. So my phone is done. we forgot the camera.. what happens..
Gwen decides to run up on our side.. i jumped out of my seat and chase after her.. keep in mind i'm not sober.. she climbs over a railing and what presents itself? gwens ass in my face so i took the opportunity to give her ass a love tap haha.. if you youtube the show in SD youll hear her say something like please don't kill me.

the secret. pays it forward, do you?

Last weekend I had to go to traffic school for like 12 hours because I get too many speeding tickets, lol.

About two months prior, I went on a bike ride in the Bu and lost my wallet, whatever I got over it. I never expected to see it again.

I've been completely lagging on getting a new driver's license because I just don't have time to stop by the DMV.

On my second day of traffic school, I told myself Monday get a license.

The mail comes, I get a package. It's my wallet, with EVERYTHING in it. No note, no return address.

pay it forward. keep peace.

I'm a rebel.

Photographer: KPEACE

The new website coming JUNE 2009.
PEACE: where amazingness happens.

skate or die.

Latest purchase... art work on a board. I absolutely love skating and graffiti art, both worlds colliding, well that was never a doubt in my mind, but Obey decks.. ah just heavenly. Ridiculously, I found this same deck on eBay going for $299.

I can't afford a Shepard numbered piece just yet, so the deck will have to suffice.

I saw him spin at Coachella, and unfortunately my idol isn't a great DJ at all. I felt like he put his ipod on shuffle and just went through the motions.

Pictures from the event are still to come, sorry for the long wait, but I'm trying to compile the photographs.

In what I've been doing news. Working 40+ hours as a designer.. the rest of the time DJing.. and photographing. I'm averaging about 2 hours of sleep a day, when I crash it's going to be killer... can't wait.. not.

I'm working on a demo. Once I figure out how to post music up, I'll put a preview of the keepin it real demo.

What the fuck 5 am

So after a long/short weekend at Coachella and then Britney Spears on Monday, I still had to work at 40 hr week. Hence, the reason for me being up at 5 on a saturday. I rather just get it over with. But the most exciting news is my $3 raise. I didn't even do anything. The secret really works.

It's playoffs. Every game is cruicial. Cabo tonight for the game then Happy Ending after?

Ducks coming so we shall see...

charging station...

so of course my phone died. I'm charging it at the phone charging station.
I am freezing sitting next to this fan. Coachella is blowing my mind seriously. So many siiick art pieces.

I never understood the beauty in found objects til here. pictures will come later.

kpeace OUT!

final countdown.. so far.

4/17 Coachella
4/18 Coachella
4/19 Coachella

4/20 Britney Spears

5/22 No Doubt

5/24 Taylor Swift

6/3 Pennywise & Pepper

7/10 Incubus
7/13 Incubus

Kayne: the gay fish..

You like fishsticks? yes. Do you like them in your mouth? yes, i love them. What are you? a gay fish???

Check out the Kanye's Amazing video.. Typography is so hott right now, I love it.

Mental Masturbation.

Lately, commercials have been captivating the operating system. I just some how cannot get enough of these short mini films.

It's like for people with some attention disorder. It has it's exposition, rising action, climax, falling action, and resolution all within 30 seconds.

tattoooo bitch.

So I finally decided I'm getting a tattoo..

I'm thinking a really good quote or just a single word. I want it on the inner lower part of my arm before the break.. just one line approximately 3/4 of a inch L. W.. whatever.. pretty much whatever follows the break.

I need ideas.

obsessed.

i love smoking and coffee.. I like the nasty bitter taste.

so i finally stopped being lazy and looked up who sings that song from the commercial that i like so much.. turns out its called fallin in love at a coffee shop

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for youYes theres a chance
that I've fallen quite hard over you.I've seen the paths that your eyes
wander downI want to come tooI think that possibly, maybe I'm falling
for youNo one understands me quite like you doThrough all of the
shadowy corners of meI never knew just what it was about this old
coffee shopI love so muchAll of the while I never knewI never knew just
what it was about this old coffee shopI love so muchAll of the while I
never knewI think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for youYes theres a
chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.I've seen the waters that
make your eyes shineNow I'm shining tooBecause oh becauseI've fallen
quite hard over over youIf I didnt know you, I'd rather not knowIf I
couldnt have you, I'd rather be aloneI never knew just what it was
about this old coffee shopI love so muchAll of the while I never knewI
never knew just what it was about this old coffee shopI love so muchAll
of the while, I never knewAll of the while , all of the while

i'm too lazy to fix the spaces. kinda funny, because that shit bothers me so much, but I'm trying to let it not bother me anymore.

"Haute Epoch"

I'm going to the Opening of Sylvia Ji's 'Haute Epoch.'
I don't really know much about her work.. I'm actually trying to read the press on this before I go because I hate going to openings and being lost on what everyone knows.

ya digg?

can't stop, won't stop

I cannot sleep in anymore. It's terrible that was my most favorite thing to do ever.

Let's see.. new shit? Yea I got this.

I cannot stop listening to MGMT. The 1s and 2s are blowing my mind. It's subtle intensity captures feelings dramatically.

I decided to get the

Canon Canon EOS Rebel XS Digital SLR Camera with EF-S 18-55mm f/3.5 - f/5.6 IS Lens

I am not sure what I'm going to shooting but I can't wait til it gets here.

Coachella and Britney tickets came in the mail also. So stoked for that shit.

I have never ventured off to Indio, I 10 day weather.comed it, shit said it would be like 94 degrees. That's so hot!! I will die. I can't wait to be baked out of my mind for the upcoming events.

I also decided on getting the brown and gold ti instead of the gold and rasta... i feel like i should have gotten the gold :( but whatever..

I will leave you with this though. South Park will never get old:

is raping your fancy under the spotlight.

Here's a story FROM the kid. muhahah,

I feel I have been neglecting the blooggg. I have been debating for awhile about getting rid of Mackity Mac :(. I am only using it for Facebook and iTunes really. I have not even checked my email on here once since I have it sent to my phone now.

He is simply taking up too much space. I can't even open up illustrator, just useless. Robby the Rebel is just going to have to wait. I made my decision.

I'm working on more shirt designs. I'm really diggin the tie dye right now. I want to figure out how to make the design itself is tie dye only. If you know how to accomplish this, assistance would be great.

Next on the list of completion are the business cards. It has taken me over a yer to finish this. I am too indesisive. After that is the green portfolio. I need to get shit done.

Paint expermentaion is on hold due to slices, children.

Check it:


ps. I have over 3000 songs on iTunes, half of which has never been played, not even once.
New impossible goal: to map out every song. INTENSE, cuzzzz..

i love errand days.

I don't have work today, so I think I'm going to try to get a lot of shit done.

I already got up and went on a bike ride and did some new sketches for new deck designs, hopefully later today I'll have time to do some digital rendering of the new creations.

I've always been inspired by graffiti artist. check out ZEVS shit. He has phenomenal drip control.

I think I might also stop by and look at cameras.. I'm thinking of buying the Canon Rebel or maybe the Nikon D70.. for starters anyway. I just don't have much money to dish out on a base and lenses right now, but I want to start shooting.

incu bus

Ducky text me asking whats up with the incu bus. I automatically thought that there was a bus.. hahah I was like what the fff... (just like on David blaine street magic) let's do it. and shes like yea which one are we going to?

I was like what do you mean? I thought we were just going on this bus and following them around. Then she said no silly. Then I suggested we get a bus and follow them around, but it probably won't happen. I mean, I'm down..

I got an email today about the pre sale code.. I just can't decide which to go to..
I really want to go to the SB one bc I haven't been there in some time.. and would really love some....

siiiick. like literally.

I hate being sick.
I never get sick.. but I think it really is time to see the doctor.

I've been on so many different things the last week. I know for a fact that I slept for 2 days. I think I got up to pee text and fb maybe 4 times in 48 hours.

2 days ago... my snot looked like fuckin egg yolks.. hahah isn't that disgusting.. I was going to take pictures but, I felt that was too graphic..

now.. every time i blow my nose.. it looks like my brains.. hahah.. I think I should be a case on grey's I want to know why my nose is "bleeding" but not really. because it's not like a bloody nose.. its like i blow my nose and its like brains.

I didn't know eating other people's brains to gain their knowledge can lead to this.


but, on a wonderful side note...
my friend got me a pretty sick deck from girl.
I don't know if I want to ride it or hang it up.

what do u think? I think if I do.. it'll be strictly cruisin board so i'll make it as if it wear a long board..

i noticed..

that I don't like taking pictures with people in them.

It's better that way.
Not tainted.

I had a doctor's appointment for tomorrow, but I had to reschedule and I'm mad because I was so ready for it.. hahaha

but I also got to reschedule traffic school. wooo 12 hrs. I wish I could do it online. 12 hrs thats killlller.

I want to make my blog look cool. but how?

inspiration always comes in sleep.

So I've been a sickie lately. I think all my adventures are really catching up with me and trying to tell me to slowwww down, but I cannot. When I sleep, I dream up theses elaborate dreams of things I want to do and accomplish.

I've been feeling pretty artsy lately and I've been wanting to paint a lot. The hardest part of this all is I just don't know what I want to paint.. in my dreams I've been seeing a lot of death in bright colors, so I was thinking something along those lines.. it's like the almost springtime morbid edition.

With that I want to follow up with making print designs that lead to apparel designs.

I have so many thoughts, but my brain is so overwhelming that I end up doing nothing because I feel that there is just too much and I do not know where to start.

I have three ultimate goals: a bar, a sandwich place.. noo a food place.. where I create all the dishes... mainly all the marvelous creations that I've came up with while in a different state of mind, and of course.. the clothing store that has a dj playing at all times.

I was doing some research on music and people when I was in Vegas. I noticed that everyplace I went to played music and people would get into it while shopping. The music never had any real transition. It played til the end of the song.. a pause.. then next song.. it was at the point when there was that silence that people found their way out of the store.. it was like their exit. If you have great music playing.. especially spinning live.. that person can read the people and read how their feeling.. making the consumer want to stay.

I mean.. this is just what I observed. But then again, my favorite past time is people watching.

In conclusion, I decided I am not lazy, I am not not motivated, I just do not know where to start and I need someone or something to assist me into starting.

Ps. here's a picture from the Playboy club at the palms.
I was proud of myself for taking this because I'm so scared of heights ahhahah

Really?

So I don't really get jealous of people at all.. but some of my friends are going to the Lakeshow tonight, 2nd row floor seats. And I can actually say I am so fuckin jealous.. hahah

I felt like I needed to share that.. along with this...

Today, I was fooling around with my girlfriend for the first time. She put her hand on my penis over my jeans and said "Get hard for me." I was hard. FML

haha

we're dancin

First time in what 8 years? CRAZY!

I'm drunk already?

hahah like that's a surprise!

I'm off to vegas for the day/night!
Wish me luck. I am seriously going with only $19 in my pocket. Adventures adventures.

I'm just living the dream one night at a time. and in vegas ANYTHING in possible.

wow.

how many times in your life can you say you just say I love my life?

I am on such a total trip right now. I honestly feel like i live in a fake life or something. I feel like I'm not sure exactly what my purpose is in life is. I feel like there is a list of shit I want to do and once I accomplish that list I just want to donate myself. Like I want to say here you go to a person that really wants to live to do something, but like a person with a purpose.

I've always been somewhat of a believer that everyone is meant to be alone. I feel that people enter this world alone and are supposed to exit alone. I've always felt that life is selfish. You do what you want then you leave. I want to make sure that every person can do what they want.

I went out today on accident really. I hit up my friend on FB chat because I wanted to score some pills. He said yo you coming tonight? i replied with of course.. i checked out his page.. turns out its his birthday. Since one of my biggest goals is to stop flaking, I made it out tonight. I haven't seen these people in years. And I'm glad I went out because it made me realize.. I'm okay in life.

Everyone was living at home with no purpose.. half of them weren't done with school. At least I can say I'm done. I felt extremely accomplished and I actually had other things going on. I sounded like a crazy, but I didn't care it was nice knowing i had "plans" even though for me it didn't seem like it.

things never change.

there was actually one inside the fridge too, but my phone died before I could take a picture of it.

sometimes.

I think the hardest part about writing a blog is I just never know how to begin.

I guess I can start off by this song has been stuck in my head since probably saturday afternoon. It plays over and over and over in the back of my mind and I find it sometimes when people are talking to me I space out and just listen to what I'm hearing.



I woke up on the floor this morning to a dead phone. At first I was like fuck. how am i going to get anything done today? My keys and car was about a mile from where I was and I clearly was not in the mood to walk.

The house had a landline. WEIRD who uses a house phone anymore right. I called madre to see what she was up to since Bird left me to go to work. Mother was somewhere on ventura and told me to meet her at the starbucks. Funny thing. I knew exactly which one she was talking about.

We talked about all the upcoming concerts were going to and my trip. She told me to check the mail when i got home. To my surprise there was a wonderrrrful card for me!The wifey sent me a card just becasue. I think those are the best becasue you never know when theyre coming they just appear and make you happy.

I then checked my facebook to see that the idiots at facebook decided to change it. I hate it!! I feel that there is no heirachy, no contrast, nothing that seperates a status versus a wall post.

Does it look like just a bunch of people's status?

Luckily right before I left my computer I saw Jimmy IMed me and asked me to help him DJ a party on saturday. So I decided to buy some speakers and practice some scratching. I don't have many vinyls so I mainly just practiced finding and dropping on the 1s.

Simultaneously, I was attempting to make soup. I had a craving for a bunch of vegetables and noodles. It was a nice first attempt. I know now how to fix it.

Since I sort of started thinking too hard on counting beats. I decided to clean my room since some people think you're room shouldn't be a mess all the time. Though, I see no problem with it. I found some herb while cleaning and decided it was a nice day to just relax and enjoy the outdoors.

As I was sitting out there, it made them start thinking about how to start this blog.


ps. just check out these amazing nachos.

someone lied to me and said hot's was closing so i had to go and get these before they did.. but turns out they're not and i was just a fat

The world that's flying by is slick and smooth big waves of light

I find my stuff. With perfect timing, because Katy got there within like 1 minute me of going outside.

I become a talking machine when intoxicated. I think I probably talked the whole car ride to her place. I was just so excited to be there. As we pull up to her drive way, she says hi to her friend Brandon and I asked where he was going and he said to buy beer and I told him to get me some he asked what I wanted and I was like whatever you get. I totally forgot that they only drink PBR. So nasty.


We had to drink up because we were going to see STS9. hahha. I had no clue who or what that was. I just knew I was going to see it/them/whatever.

Right when I got inside, Dylan was making a grilled cheese and asked me if I wanted one, I said no, but then being in my drunk state I ended up making him and myself one.

We were talking the bus down to the Roseland. So exciting, because we NEVER take the bus in LA. like who does that really.

I just remember we had to run outside and catch it up at the corner and we made it with perfect timing!

I took lots of pictures on the bus. I felt like such a tourist, but I didn't care. It was more for blogging purposes.

The place is pretty cool, but the will call line was the longest thing in the world. There were 2 bars one down stairs and one all the way upstairs.. there was kinda like a middle limbo area were the stage was. Drinks in portland are so cheap! I think I got 2 double jack and cokes and 2 beers for like $15.

the STS9 show was like a huge dance party. and well we know I do not dance. So Brandon and I went up up stairs to get more drinks since we wanted to see the stage still. It was a ridic line to get upstairs. I felt like I was just constantly in a line.

I know I say I don't dance, but theres always a certain level of drunkness that I need to achieve and then I just start to because I don't feel like it's dancing as much as it's feeling and moving. hahah. I know that makes no sense.
Brandon and I pretty much lost everyone. We finally found Katy and Kyle like the last 10 minutes of the show.

Ultimately, great first day. ... i will need to continue the rest of the weekend later because I need to go to the nasty valley to go to court. FUCK FINES!

I must add this ps to the story. I smoked a lot of cigarettes that night. On one of our smoking breaks, Brandon and I watch this dude get cold clocked outside it was so funny. He was bleeding and he was like whatever it's not worth it and his friend kept saying what the fuck man lets go get him. But those stoners didn't do anything.

....the pursuit of day dreams.....

...and the belief in them coming true.....

I must apoloize for the delay, but I have been so distracted lately. I cannot focus one a single thing.

Where to begin.. ah. So it's Friday morning and I get up super excited and tired. I am a really bad packer. I either do not pack anything at all or I ridiculously over pack because I cannot decide what I will need or I will justify I need it for something. The just in case... I know you know what I mean, and it is so easy to do that when you are driving, not flying. Especially with all the new rules.

I have not been on a plane in probably two years or so. And especially never by myself. I always thought that was the coolest thing and I have always think it's like the movies when you just meet someone and you start talking.

It's about 1:30 and my mom told me I should probably get going because there might be traffic going down to Long Beach. I rarely go south on the 405 anymore so I don't know what traffic is like and my sister is useless and never really knows anything either. She was the one that was dropping me off, but since she's a little bit of an idiot at times, my mom decided to just take me.

So traffic was a bit flowy and got down to Long Beach in about 25 minutes. My flight wasn't until 4:55! I was there so early, so since I have an In N Out radar implanted in me, I knew that there would be one within a mile from the freeway to the right.

Katy asked me to bring up some In N Out. At first, I thought hahah okay, right. But since I got there so early I wanted to kill some time. I got the burger and put it in baggies.

I never flew out of Long Beach before. I got there and thought this airport is a joke. I was waiting for like 3 hours and everyone there looked so annoyed and didn't want to be bothered. I took the opportunity to beat map some songs.

I think the coolest thing about jet blue is how you have your own tv. I was set on just watching the Cavs Celtics game because that would be the right amount of time for the flight. I was sort of hoping no one would sit next to me, but of course movie status, someone did.

I could see from the corner of my eye that he was eyeing what I was watching. and you know when you look over because you don't think the other person looking? Well I was wrong he saw me look at him and he took that as an opportunity to introduce himself.

For the first 30 minutes he talked about himself and the person I am I had to just listen. I did though, kept looking over for the score. We started to talk about Portland and then the Lakers, then the price of beer at the Staples center versus the Rose Garden. He ordered himself a jack and coke and then asked me why I wasn't getting a drink. I said I didn't think about it. He asked me what I did and I went with the short answer of a gd. He was like what? I need a new business card and this and that and started drawing all over the barf bag what he wanted and how he would pay me to redo his cards.

He gets up to get another jack and coke because it was taking them so long to come to him. He comes back and says hey since it's your first time flying I got you a beer, I hope you don't mind. Don't mind?? riiight like I would give up on free alcohol and we still had an hour left. So we both started watching the game and he kept ordered drinks, I said he didn't have to and he said don't worry it's on my company card, I don't have to worry about the bill. I'm pretty sure everyone on that plane hated us.

They wanted us to close our tab and the guy was like we still have 15 minutes we each want 2 more. I probably had 5 beers on the plane. I got off and was pretty drunk and since I never traveled on my own, I didn't know where to find my bag.

How movie-ish was that plane ride?

its niceeeahhhhh.

sorry. no time to blog. uploadage of pictures will take to long.

going on a bar crawl today. excited.

i dont think ive been sober since the minute i stepped on that joke of a plane.

see you wednesday real world.


ps!. it snowed last night!!!

TGIT!

ahh this week went by soo fast!

I'm leaving on a JETblue plane tomorrow I'm soo excited and HUGE sign haha that it will be an amazing time. I found $70 in a coat pocket today. I get so excited when I find quarters.. but $70 thats so much!

Finding it, justified buying No Doubt tickets with Mother May I, bernstein bears.

I am so excited for my lifeeeeee weeee!


but i do leave you with this before I start my day. lol.. hahahha

i do believe that does say fucker hahah

colors... and patters: swatches.

I decided that I like brown, red, white together.. in solids.
harsh grey with almost an ash black. in stripes not horizontal or vertical but like at an obtuse angle at 163 degrees descending from the left.
with a pistashio green.

i will draw an example for you.

WTF i want to be arrested. .

Be jealous.

Guesss what came in the mail today!!!

Taylor Swift tickets annnddd Portland Trailblazers Vs. LOS LAKERS haha. I really want a Los Lakers jersey. hhahah theyre so funny.

Laker tickets look soo much better than Blazer ones.

Sex can lead to nasty things like herpes, gonorrhea, and something called relationships.

Today is so rainy and gloomy. It made me remember Spring '06. We were dirty. Dirty girls '06 lol.

I met Biansex Fall '05 and she became my mother crab.

Crab: n. a certain group of cancers (june 22- july 23). We crabs are hard on the outside, soft on the inside, basically we are really bad at talking about how we feel about anything.

Anyway, I was living with a piece of shit for half a year now, and I contemplated breaking up with him, but never did. So instead of breaking up with him, I just avoided the relationship because I can't quit things. I mean it takes me a really long time to do things, but I usually can't quit.

On night, crab said come with me to my friends dorm I need to give him something. I had nothing to do, so I said sure. We walked all the way to the infamous building 7. (This is where the love of my life Mike lived freshman year..basically where I lived haha) This was when I first met Bo, Jimmy, Taku, Tony, Jeff, David and of course... EOP .

They were all blazing playing Mario Kart. I fell in love after the first night. We were only supposed to drop something off, but we stayed the rest of the night. The asshole called and asked where I was and it was one of the first times that I just didn't care to tell him.

I started to start living on the couch at the house, because I just basically wanted to avoid where I lived completely. I with with Bianca 24/7 no joke. We wouldn't go to class ever becasue we stayed in bed filling out online surveys and making sandwiches with love (pb&j). I remembered it was always cold and raining.

One day, we literally stayed in bed ALL day. We didn't want to not see anyone so we invited people over to come visit us and we made people answer the door and let our friends in. We had a visitor every hour. I remember we fit 7 people on a twin.

Jackie lived at the house at the time too, she was our ocean. She would always want to make breakfast sandwiches.

Heather joined the house also, but I knew her because her brother used to go out with my best friend.

Ocean, Heather, and crabs = dirty girls '06. Every Wednesday night we would play basketball for intramurals and right after we would go over to Bo's place and play beer pong. We used to play just Wednesdays, but then it turned into an every night thing.

Beer pong, weed, Mario Kart, Ali G and breakfast. It's all we did. We all sort of forgot we had school. And for some reason all the guys worked at Abercrombie.

I remember I would go to class to turn something in, and it was usually half done while I was trying to do it on the tram to school. Oh yes, this is when they made a tram that went from the dorms to school. It was way faster to walk to school than take it, but we always took it even if it would make us late because we were so lazy.

We mainly just went on campus to eat and hang out at the Quad, but it was mainly just to figure out what we were doing later that night, which always turned into beer pong somewhere.

One night, Jimmy and I discovered the art of getting high and watching Music videos. AMAZING! We got a reel of Mark Romaneks stuff. It's genius.

YouTube wont let me embed shit, so he's done stuff like 99 problems, criminal, closer, bedtime story, devil's haircut.


It makes me sad thinking about how time changes people and how life just goes.

That semester was like cotton candy, sickly addicting, with no substance, but ridiculously enjoyable.



ps. I'd like to say that I never failed anything before.. hahah so I retook those the classes I got a C-, and the Fs in. I didn't like how it looked after that semester was over and done with.