inspiration always comes in sleep.

So I've been a sickie lately. I think all my adventures are really catching up with me and trying to tell me to slowwww down, but I cannot. When I sleep, I dream up theses elaborate dreams of things I want to do and accomplish.

I've been feeling pretty artsy lately and I've been wanting to paint a lot. The hardest part of this all is I just don't know what I want to paint.. in my dreams I've been seeing a lot of death in bright colors, so I was thinking something along those lines.. it's like the almost springtime morbid edition.

With that I want to follow up with making print designs that lead to apparel designs.

I have so many thoughts, but my brain is so overwhelming that I end up doing nothing because I feel that there is just too much and I do not know where to start.

I have three ultimate goals: a bar, a sandwich place.. noo a food place.. where I create all the dishes... mainly all the marvelous creations that I've came up with while in a different state of mind, and of course.. the clothing store that has a dj playing at all times.

I was doing some research on music and people when I was in Vegas. I noticed that everyplace I went to played music and people would get into it while shopping. The music never had any real transition. It played til the end of the song.. a pause.. then next song.. it was at the point when there was that silence that people found their way out of the store.. it was like their exit. If you have great music playing.. especially spinning live.. that person can read the people and read how their feeling.. making the consumer want to stay.

I mean.. this is just what I observed. But then again, my favorite past time is people watching.

In conclusion, I decided I am not lazy, I am not not motivated, I just do not know where to start and I need someone or something to assist me into starting.

Ps. here's a picture from the Playboy club at the palms.
I was proud of myself for taking this because I'm so scared of heights ahhahah